I'm.... Doing a bit better than I was.




I'm going to show what I feel with my art. I'm working on it as I type.





*sings* I lost fifteen pouuunds, I lost fifteen pooooounds....
I want to look good in my costume. Time to lose weight, look good, and make someone wish he never dumped me, ne?



I have a 'job' tomorrow at the public library drawing the little kids as chibi's again. I'll snag a few pictures and upload them onto here, probably....


My costume for ConCon isn't going to be as great as I'd wanted, but I can do it! All I need is the corset and shoes and I'll MAKE it work! .... Sorry, still a bit crazy.




Who's wanted to see a good look at more of my characters? Well.... I'm sorry to say, but soon I WON'T be posting anything more. Want to know why?
I'm getting all the info and I'm gonna try and do an artbook. :3
Anyone got some tips?

I'm going all-out on this idea.




Bad news time: Money's tight, times are hard... where the f*** is my credit card?
I just got a tooth pulled monday. One more to get pulled, 1 filled, and 4 root canals. Did I mention the carpal tunnel surgery? I need money bad, and that's why I'm rushing my art out there. Once I have copyrights, I'll post everything, I promise! I'll even start doing commissions!
Maybe to celebrate when it goes through, I'll do a contest? Don't worry, the 1st and 2nd place winners from my first contest can expect their prizes soon; they'll be 2 of the few last ones to be posted.




I'm creating my own watermark soon. I can't wait! Now... just WHAT is it gonna be.... *ponders on using photoshop* Hum....


Anyway.... I'm in no mood for Question in my head, I'm sorry.





I'm working frantically to sketch out 2 characters and a few other pieces to post before the (dum dum dum) period of no posting begins....




I really am sorry about all this... Please... Keep up with me, I'm trying again. KEEP UP!!





As an apology, here is a song well inspiring me right now, I hope it does the same for you:

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Love is War
(Romaji and English)
Hatsune Miku

ikiba ga nai wa
Now there’s no where to go
Kono koi no netsuryou
In the heat of this love
AHH
AHH..

Haiiro no kumo
Gray clouds
MONOCHROME no kensou
Monochrome bustles
Hizashi wa kageri
Sunlight cast shadows
Yuugure wa iro wo kaete iku
Dusk is changing it’s color
Aa, sekai ga nijin de
AHH… the world is blurred
Soredemo suki de irareru ka nante
Even so will I still love you…?
wakatteru
I know this,
Kedo dou sureba ii no
Though what should I do?
doushitara
What can I…
Dou sureba
How can I…
Baka da na
What a fool…


Watashi
I am…
Hajimeru no yo
Let’s begin,
Kore wa sensou
This is war!
Ureshi sou na kimi wo miru nante
Oh, to see you pleased with someone else!
Setsu naru koi
Earnest love
Sore wa tsumi
That is sin
Misete ageru
I will show
Watashi no omoi wo
How I feel.


Saken de mita MEGAPHONE wa kowareteta no
The Megaphone I tried shouting in was broken
Dore dake senobi shitatte
How hard I try to overreach myself
Kimi no shikai ni hairanai
I would fail to get into your sight.
Aa, itsunomanika hareta sora
Ahh, a clear sky slid by
Zenzen niawanai
But it doesn’t suit at all
Kimochi ga osaerare nakute
I couldn’t get a hold of my feelings
Doushitara…
How can I…
Dou sureba…
What can I…
Naite nanka
Crying… no
Nain dakara ne
I’m not…

daisuki
I love you.
Tatakau no yo
Fight it out
HEART wo ute
Shoot right to the heart
Shudan nante eran de rarenai
I don’t have a choice
SKIRT hirari misetsukeru no yo
Show off my skirt flap
Kimi no shisen ubatte miseru no
I shall make you gaze upon me
Geigeki youi
Get ready to intercept
Senkyou wa imada furi nano desu
War situation still a drawback.
Koi wa moumoku
Love is blind…
Kimi no kuchizuke de me ga sameru no
Yes, I’ll be awaken by your kiss.














By the way.... Thank you Lems. Thank you for everything.