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Soooo... I've been getting art ideas. Nothing fancy, mind you... But the enemy known as depression keeps diverting me, so maybe soon.....

Still no computer. 😟
Trying to be more active, I promise.
I thought the depression was bad enough! Throw in moving stress, and just... Ugh. X___x

I haven't even gotten my computer yet. :(
Maybe soon, though! I did a 42 hour week! :D

Then I might be able to get ambitious once I'm done unpacking. X___x So... Much.... Crap.....

See everyone soon! :3
I wish I could paint my love for you,
but my hands refuse to work.
I wish I could sing the love I feel,
but your phone is off at work.
I wish I could buy something to show my love for you,
but there is no money in my hand.
I wish I could proclaim my love for you,
but I cannot reach through the screen.
I wish I could give you a Godkiller Sword,
but you're not online in the game.
I wish I could dream of you...
but I can't sleep.
Long Distance Love
I actually wrote this 2 years ago on Facebook.

I've been with my boyfriend for about 6 years now... And from what you can tell, we live states apart.
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  • Listening to: "I Love You" by OMFG
  • Reading: Old RPs
  • Watching: Chaotic Monki
  • Playing: Random Games on Phone
  • Eating: Salad
  • Drinking: Vitamin Water
Hi everyone!

I bet no one remembers lil ole me.  ^^;


I'm apologizing now, because I haven't been on in years!!



.......Trust me, I regret this, because I've missed a couple important notes, and I didn't realize it'd been 3 years!  X__X



So...

.....

..My brother passed away January 25th 2014, around 4 in the morning...

.....I stopped being active around 2013, when we found out about his cancer.



Life hasn't been very good to my Mom n me.

We lost the house we lived in, no one would rent to people with cats, the car started dying...
We found a place, and we're moving again next month...


It's been hard. And money is tight.

My old laptop finally died. 10 years was a good run!


I'm trying to get a laptop soon, but internet won't be for a while...


I just....

Wanted to come on today.


I haven't drawn in forever.
My inspiration is dead.

I haven't heard from my boyfriend in over a month, and I'm worried...

Ulcers and Gallstones galore.



So....

....I'll be back, just be patient, k?


www.facebook.com/kairimun1988



That's my facebook, for any of my friends who missed/remember me.


So....

See ya'll soon, k?


~Kairimun1988
The thing you don't realize
When you're looking at me;
Is when I offer "I'm tired",
You don't realize that's my code.
I can sleep all day,
But this feeling will never go away.
I say "I'm alright",
Because I can't explain how I feel.
I love the idea of living,
But there's many days I struggle just to get up.
I get mad for not getting my way,
Because I never get to choose anything.
I draw and write so nice, you say..
But I can't say why I haven't.
I'm afraid of things for a reason,
I can't just turn them off.
You can make me smile,
But that doesn't make me happy.
I'm sick and tired...
Of feeling ill and pained,
Tired yet unable to sleep.
I want to makepeace.
Everyone stays a step away,
I only let people I trust near.
I invite you into my home,
But I'm afraid to go into anyone else's.
I'm a 'people person',
But you don't see me hiding in my room.
I wear a paper mask with a crudely drawn smile,
Hiding behind the voices,
The things in my head.
I can't even explain it to the boy,
The one who unknowingly brings me joy and pain.
Miles stretch far,
As far as my fears.
I can't tell anyone how I feel.
I can't even settle on one feeling.
So don't be quick to believe my smile...
But maybe it's best
To just play along.
Because the wall I've built,
It's my only defense,
My only way of not breaking down.
So the next time I'm quiet,
Don't complain or call me stupid.
I'm struggling.
I'm trying to cope.
You'll never be able to tell how I feel.
So don't pretend like you know me.
I only let in a few,
And they're the best.
If you get my code words...
I can't trust you yet.
I can't explain how I feel.
So have a nice day,
I hope you enjoyed my poem.
It's by someone with voices
And pain in her head.
And unable to speak
About what lies ahead.
Erratic and crazy,
All over the place.
This is why I'm always tired,
Why there's a blank look on my face.
I'm fighting with the voices in my head.
Not the ones who make me who I am...
I'm talking about the ones who want me dead.
Battleground
No, this is not meant to be used as needed by anyone other than myself.

This is my own property and am not willing to allow it to be used unless authorized.


I posted this on my account on facebook, and wanted to post it as a show of "I'm still here!"


So enjoy the look inside my head.

~Kairimun1988
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  • Listening to: "I Love You" by OMFG
  • Reading: Old RPs
  • Watching: Chaotic Monki
  • Playing: Random Games on Phone
  • Eating: Salad
  • Drinking: Vitamin Water
Hi everyone!

I bet no one remembers lil ole me.  ^^;


I'm apologizing now, because I haven't been on in years!!



.......Trust me, I regret this, because I've missed a couple important notes, and I didn't realize it'd been 3 years!  X__X



So...

.....

..My brother passed away January 25th 2014, around 4 in the morning...

.....I stopped being active around 2013, when we found out about his cancer.



Life hasn't been very good to my Mom n me.

We lost the house we lived in, no one would rent to people with cats, the car started dying...
We found a place, and we're moving again next month...


It's been hard. And money is tight.

My old laptop finally died. 10 years was a good run!


I'm trying to get a laptop soon, but internet won't be for a while...


I just....

Wanted to come on today.


I haven't drawn in forever.
My inspiration is dead.

I haven't heard from my boyfriend in over a month, and I'm worried...

Ulcers and Gallstones galore.



So....

....I'll be back, just be patient, k?


www.facebook.com/kairimun1988



That's my facebook, for any of my friends who missed/remember me.


So....

See ya'll soon, k?


~Kairimun1988

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Kairimun1988
Tasha
Artist | Student | Traditional Art
United States
Hi DA community and watcherssss!! :D

My name is Tasha and I'm 25 years old; I've been drawing ever since I was very little and have had a tough time being supported. :) Once a few people hear that my great grandfather worked with Walt Disney, they, at least, became a bit more attentive and interested, if not more supportive. :heart:

I'm against digital media! No offense! I just don't like the thought of it and I can't really view any of it as art.... ^^; It has to be physically there for me to it be art... Something that actually exists on something other than cyberspace. If the internet were to die , can you see it, touch it, on something other than a print-out?... That's my point. :) And I'm sticking to it.

Uhm... I'm not single? ^^;
I'm hopelessly in love with someone and that person is usually sort of my muse for my artwork. :) Along with the figure found in many of my newer pieces.

I role-play a ton if you're interested, and even though I have a lack of a schedule, I do art trades and commissions!!! :boogie:

Current Residence: Stafford, CT
deviantWEAR sizing preference: xxx-large? xD
Print preference: I'd like a poster-size... I have nothing on my walls! D:
Favourite genre of music: I ♥ Soundtrack albums! But yeah, I like everything! :)
Favourite photographer: Lemmy takes some great pics ♥ But I like others.
Favourite style of art: Traditional artwork mostly in the style of anime or manga.
Operating System: Hp Pavilion Laptop.
MP3 player of choice: Something cheap with lots of gigs. :P
Shell of choice: Two words: Kingdom Hearts
Wallpaper of choice: Whatever suits my mood.
Skin of choice: If it looks good and I like it, it's fine.
Favourite cartoon character: Inuyasha, of course! :) But I love TONS!
Personal Quote: Have you ever had a moment in your life when you see someone... and time stops? I have.
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YurixTheWanderer Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2015  Hobbyist Artist

Good day. I wish to extend this invitation to all those who watched me through all these years. As a thanks for all your DevWatches, views, commissions, trades and requests, I wish to invite you my newly-made group site, based on the ongoing universe that I created through pictures and stories. This invite is to join, participate in, or simply view my group site dedicated to my ongoing fantasy novels, ‘Upon a Star’. If you are interested, check it out here at medierth.deviantart.com

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Greiga Featured By Owner Jan 22, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy Birthday Ol Friend ^^
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Kairimun1988 Featured By Owner Apr 23, 2016  Student Traditional Artist
I'm very sorry for never responding to this... I haven't been on in 2 years, pretty much.  ^^;
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Greiga Featured By Owner Apr 25, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
its ok bud how ya been :)
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Kairimun1988 Featured By Owner Apr 25, 2016  Student Traditional Artist
Ehhhh... Scraping the bottom of the barrel of life. But I have things to be thankful for.
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